Thursday, July 13, 2006

CBT today

Aaaah, I'm not sure how it's going to go, but I've got my CBT (Compulsory Basic Training) for my motorbiking today. I'm very excited about it, but as it's something new, I have mild nerves! These will pass in time, hopefully over breakfast which I'm about to go get, but I know that God's with me all day and that he's got a plan for me for the next 8 hours so I've got peace about it :)

The search for the motorbike continues, with 2 possibilities on the horizon, which takes the tally to around 15 so far or looked-into-hopefuls. But, again, I know God's got one set aside for me - why? because I asked him and he said so! So I shall continue to look for the illusive 125cc wee beastie that's hankering for my love and care.





















It's not my bike to be, but one day, my dear, one day...

3.37pm
My CBT is now over, I've been up to 68.5mph and done figures of eight at 5mph. Lots of fun, and I can now get a bike and go 'practice' as long as I have L-plates on. Praise God for a wonderfully cloudy day with a slight breeze, and the sun's out now!

Time for a coffee methinks...

TheWeeScottie

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

A welcome find

Having been unpacking today, I stumbled across a poem I'd written a while back on a random piece of scrap paper. I've blogged it on my other blog. This can be found at the link below...

Forever Yours

It's totally honest, almost like a monologue between me a God. I hope you can empathise with it and understand where I'm coming from :)

TheWeeScottie

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Forever Yours

I found this on the back of a piece of paper while unpacking today. I can't remember when I wrote it, or what inspired me to write it, yet I have a vivid memory of writing it. Re-reading it, I've been struck how when you come before God, sometimes you feel such inability to praise him because he just can't be fully praised in words - he is just too majestic, powerful, awesome and loving. This poem is something of a reflection of that, remembering that even though we find it hard to, he graciousely accepts our praise and reminds us we are his.

Forever Yours

'Lord I sit before your throne,
yet know not what to say
what words can sing such praises true
that wholly glorify your name?

So underserved but yet such love
my praise to you I'd bring
yet my mouth can but in part express
the praise my heart would sing

The glories of your name, in word
can never full be said
yet by your spirit I find myself
by your own spirit led

So Lord, with heart upon your name,
I thank you now for who your are,
your love unparralleled, love so pure,
that wipes the sin that marrs

I praise you Lord for you are good!
Your word has never let me down.
Your faithfulness is matched by none,
your name holds the highest renown

Your plan is good, your promises true,
my side, I know you'll never leave
To think that I might love an other
my heart can not believe

My future's safe in you, my Lord,
my place in rule with you;
for one day I shall stand beside
and rule as you now do

Such inheritance I know is mine,
but how hard to believe.
Why you loved me o'er e'en your son,
this mind just can't conceive

Thus I find myself, once more,
overwhelmed by grace.
This love, tho I can't compr'end
had paid this sinner's place

So I savour new, your presence, sweet,
aware of none but you
for only through your father's love
can I do the things you do

I seek your way in this, my life
may my life be charted by your course
for I shall rest in this, as sure
I know that I'm forever yours.'

Solution to the riddle of Ben Johns

Aaaaah, it appears the lolly is mine for the keeping (which admittedly means going out and buying one...) the title Ben Johns refers to the title BEng Hons - Bachelor of Engineering, with honours.

Well done all you who got it, I'm aware it was a tad abstract. I blame lack of sleep and too much sugar ;)

TheWeeScottie

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Home, home on the yaaarrr!

Hey ho everyone! I'm now back in the magical world of the Wiltshire countryside, happy owner of the title 'Ben johns' as of Thursday (a lolly goes to the first person who comments why my title is Ben Johns!), and currently in the mood for piracy (in the sea-faring yaaarrr type fashion) courtesy of seeing Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead man's chest hair. And it was rather good! I also got to meet up with an old school friend of mine, Hugh Gordon, that I've not seen for aeons and his lovely girl-friend Jane who is an ideal match for him!

Having arrived home, I've already been remarkably busy with having Chris Newton (another school friend) come visit on Friday for lunch through the afternoon, and a relative's Golden (50th) wedding anniversary, including ALL the relatives from around the world (New Zealand, Austria, Canada) who were there - 86 in all apparently! Fantastic fun, and nice to put faces to the names I only knew in passing and Christmas letters.

The searches for the job and motorbike still go on, respectively, with not much light on either front as such, but I shall keep searching - knowing that God will show me where he wants me (and provide suitable transport accordingly!)

A post-it on my monitor reads as follows:

'The Lord it my shepherd, I shall not be in want.' -- Psalm 23v1 --

and I think that's how my mind-set has been over the last couple of weeks when looking for jobs, bikes, and thinking generally about relationships. God is and has always been my shepherd - and as such I shouldn't be in want, logically speaking, because a shepherd looks after his sheep. And I know I'm his. Tis nice to be reminded of this; that he knows what's best for me - and right now, that's trusting him to point out the right job and bike, knowing he'll provide each, in his time.

Praise God for his peace, that he heaps it on you when you need it, when you ask him for it. Man I want to get closer...

TheWeeScottie

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